I Used To Think I Would Never Get Sober

I’ve reached my first-year mark of being clean from alcohol. 365 days ago I woke up and realized it was time to grow up and change my life to become a better person. I was badly addicted to how much alcohol I consumed and I enjoyed it—especially knowing it was wrong. I woke up each day with a goal to drink alcohol or whiskey by the end of the day. I’d made attempts in my past to become clean but I was made fun of, told I was an alcoholic, and that I’d never do it. I kept that in mind and assumed I would never become clean.

I had no motivation! Nothing! I did not know who I was. I didn’t know what I wanted in life, I didn’t know how to live, I did not have a purpose, and I didn’t care about anyone else’s feelings. My body was numb and I always felt alone. I was committed to death by drinking. I knew I needed help, so I left for Rehab a year ago in Colorado.

I learned a whole lot about myself—who I am, and how to live a better life. I took this rehabilitation seriously and prayed to God, letting him know I was serious. I had two or three challenges while I was in Rehab, but chose to overcome those obstacles. I almost lost my marriage to alcohol. Now we are stronger and happier. We are working every day to create a successful marriage.

Thank you to my beautiful wife for all of the motivation, sticking by my side, accepting my departure, and the positive feedback. You’re greatly appreciated for everything you do. I love you! I also made this change in life to become a better father and a positive role model that my son and future children can look up to. Now, I look forward to the bright future, one day at a time.

Thank you, Don B. and the Narconon family in Colorado for all the tips and tools you’ve helped me with. I appreciate all of it. I have no words to explain but I tell you, thank you! Also, thank you to my friends and family who have supported me.

I am not better than anyone, only better than who I used to be. I don’t judge anyone. Don’t be afraid to get help if you need it.

G.Q.—Narconon Colorado Graduate

(To preserve privacy, the photo does not show an actual Narconon student or graduate.)